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im sorry
I?m sorry for the life I have lived
I?m sorry for the life I give
I can?t help it in till now I didn?t take my pills so now I have a frown
My girlfriend is scared of me my parents are tired
Only if I could see the life Iv lived
Only if I could see all the pain I have given
I would turn my life around just to be forgiven

My parents don?t trust me
At times I am good
And at times I am bad

I wish I could start my life all over
To make some changes only I could do
No medication will do the trick

It cost a fortune to make me happy
Some times I make mistakes
Mistakes only I could make
Mistakes only I would take bake
I wish I had a better life
Change all the crimes I have made
And all the pain I have caused
All the trust and respect I have lost
Between family and friends it will never happen again and that is a promise I shall keep

-By Justin Marshall
To my parents sorry for all the pain I have caused


what happend

What happend

What happend with use we were so perfect
We laugh, cried, and played
But then it happend first you loved me now you don't know
I wonder what happend between us
But I am scared to know

I hope it will all pass by us soon
I hope to wake up from it like it was a bad dream
But I know that it is not a dream for I hurt's too bad
And i know that the end might be hear i wish to hear you say the words i love to hear
I think you know what i am talking about
But i regret the day when you say goodbye i will go crazy from the love inside
Knowing that i love you but you not the same for me

I hope to hear you call me to say that you love me
But i wait hear unpatintly
For the day to come not knowing what you will say I love you

But i will just wait and wonder

What happend to use we were the perfect couple we would have fights but that would always be worked out
But we would cuddle and cry after we fight saying i am sorry to each other and kissing and making up
But the time as come were the fight went to far
Scared to know your answer of the question that i wait hear scared to say do you love me anymore or will you say goodbye

Not knowing i will go crazy from all the love inside
Crying till i shall shed no more tears for i have no more tears to shed
But i have no say so in the answer you shall give me
But yet no matter what you say i will always love you and if you say no
i will not be able to see you knowing i can not do any of the stuff i love to do
But i bring one thing on to you
Do you still love me and do you want to stay to gather

I ask but yet i do not want to hear the answer from your voice
Scared to hear you say the word good bye fore ever
Knowing you do not love me any more and knowing i have messed up or love
So I say to you I am sorry for what I have done
you hurt me for the last time
You hurt me for the last time
You cheated on me and I have proof
You must of thought I was a goof
I thought you loved me
But know I see
You never wanted to be with me
As I can see
I was never there for you
And know you cheated on me with someone better for you
You have seen him for a month today
But I wish and I want to say
That it was a joke to here him says

We dated for a year and 2 months
Just to find out you did not love me that much
Just to find out that you hated me
Witch killed me
You picked Chris over me again
But I guess that means that we r not friends
You hurt me for the last time

I hope that you will want me back
But I don?t want to find out that you turned your back
For a love that can always be right back

I thought you loved me but I was wrong
Only to find out I am living my life like a sad song
But tell me fast if I am wrong
Because I need to know so that I can stay strong
And get out of this sad song

You hurt me for the last time
I want to say goodbye to my life
But then to think and hope for you to be my wife
And to live a long happy life
But you cheated on me with the one that I hate
Please tell me why you left me for him

You hurt me for the last time
I think I will not survive the last goodbye
And I am scared for you to see my evil eyes
Just because I want Chris to die
He is 20 and you r 15
I think that you r old enough to see
That he is not the one to be

You hurt me for the last time
You found a replacement for me to see
So I know I will never be the one I see
And to hope you see
I am the one to be
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